Geh, well that time of month for me again. Feeling down 'bout shits, mostly since people seem to find others to date or become mates with seemingly easy. While I find it a bit harder to find anyone, much less any furs actually close enough to possibly date. Or really any furs within ten miles of me that'd actually be fun to hang out with. Since the furs in my general area, they just don't seem all that fun to hang with. Or they're overly yiffy, which makes it rather uncomfortable to hang out with them.
Plus valentines day sucked, since all it did was remind me I'm single, no one to date or anything at all. While I worked and watched any numbers of people dating or celebrating their love for each other and what not.
While my job right now is sucking as well, since with the economy starting to go into a bit of a slump, less people are eating at the restaurant. Thus I'm making less money, which is tiring since I get 10% of whatever servers get tipped. Hell, I don't even make much money on Fridays and Saturdays, which are the busy days of the week. Since they assign two food runners those days, so me and the other guy have to split the tip and make like, $20-$30 per lunch/dinner shift. Also very fustrating, is that buying lunch at the mall, or even at the restaurant I get %50 off, is still practically $6+. So a good chunk of my money goes to that, when I think the management should give me at least 2-3 free meals a week considering how little I make. So I'm looking for a new job now, one that pays at least $8 an hr. $10 an hour being what I'd rather like to get paid, but jobs like that are rather rare for those not in college yet. >..< So yeah, feeling lonely and anti-social right now, not to mention relatively depressed as well.
But then again, what else is new with my life eh?
Edit: Also, it gets real tiring when I spend a good bit of time working on stories and what not. Then put them up, only to get virtually no one reading them. Much less anyone even commenting or faving them. Makes me not want to even bother with writing.
- Mood:
Depressed - Listening to: Going Under - Evanescence
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